User:Sam.aliciosss

Hello, I’m Sam and this is my first Fandom/Life Event! I feel really bad in case my daddy sees this but... it’s okay, when I was just 4 my dad started to call me names such as a mistake, a failure, a loser mad occasionally, a bitch, I didn’t understand... what was I doing?! I’ll never know but, a day later I told my mom what is going on, she called him to say “Stop! She’s a four year old girl!!!” But my dad got MAD, so mad that when I came to visit him... he started abusing me... I didn’t understand why though... it wasn’t fair but... I felt it was for a really long time, later on at say 14 I slept in bed with my dad and... we didn’t sleep... it wasn’t fair... why me?! And later on I stood up for myself and decided enough was enough! I screamed, I cried, I threw things, I hurt him up until the point where I moved out, after graduation I decided to move away with my bestie Suzan for the rest of my life, and I still am but, I still can’t get those thoughts out of my head, that’s why I want someone, I need someone, and since then I’ve wanted to commit a suicide but.. my friends begged me not to so I’m not... I hope you liked it and learnt a lesson from me... have a good day 🙂